Nov 18, 2007 10:01
way to blow my mind
way to screw over our friendship
way to think so highly of yourself
way to have the audacity to think that
way to think that after the things you said to me
I should be thinking those things about you
YOU FUCKED IT UP. NOT ME.
Twice.
I don't know what you what or why you all of a sudden allowed me permission to speak to you again. I think I was doing better before you came back around. Which is really weird to say considering how crushed I was when you completely cut me off with no explanation.
I just wanna say forget it. Just forget everything, I don't even want to try for anything, but I just can't. I think is scares me more to know that you would agree than to just not know, though that kills me as well.
I'M NEVER GOING TO GET AN EXPLANATION AND I'M NEVER GOING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU HALF TELL ME, SO I'M JUST GOING TO GIVE UP AND SAY THAT IT IS GOING TO BE A MYSTERY FOREVER AND I'M JUST TOO RETARDED TO UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE DO THINGS SO JUST WHATEVER YOU TELL ME, I SAY OK. IT'S ALL I CAN DO.
BRAVO. I SURRENDER TO YOU ONCE AGAIN.