Jun 20, 2005 02:32
BoycraziT: my dad LOVED ME SOOOOOOOOO MUCH i just came across pictures of when i was really little
BoycraziT: and he took me places
BoycraziT: and like
BoycraziT: its really sad
BoycraziT: because he doesnt like me anymore
BoycraziT: and its so so sad
Remedy09: he still loves u dont be ridiculous. u made a mistake, who doesnt make mistakes? he clearly still loves u.
Remedy09: look how when someone abuses u ur dad goes nuts
Remedy09: he goes up to school and wreaks havac
BoycraziT: i know but he used to be proud of me and like show me off to his friends..i came across this letter i wrote him on like stationary he bought me and it was like "i have a test today at 1:30 to 2:15 will u think about me for good luck"
BoycraziT: it was so cute
BoycraziT: and im a totally different person cnow ]
Remedy09: so? im not the cute smiley kid i was in the picture on my half page.
BoycraziT: but do u not like the person you are today?
BoycraziT: because most of the time i dont like who i am and what i do
Remedy09: ok but thats something ull work to improve on. u clearly feel better today than u did a year ago today
Remedy09: and if i think ur a great person, why shouldnt u think so?
Remedy09: doesnt make any sense to me
BoycraziT: remy you don't think i'm a great person, and thats okay because i'm not
BoycraziT: you dont have to pretend like that
Remedy09: ??
Remedy09: i think VERY highly of u. how else would u explain our friendship? do u think im friends with people i dont respect?
BoycraziT: thank you remy
BoycraziT: you're so fuckig nice to me
Remedy09: i asked u a question, u havent answered me yet,
BoycraziT: i don't know
BoycraziT: i guess i'm not that bad
Remedy09: do u think im friends with people i do not respect
BoycraziT: nope
Remedy09: does that mean i respect u
BoycraziT: yep
Remedy09: and do i respect people that i feel arent good people
BoycraziT: nope
Remedy09: so does that mean i think ur a good person
BoycraziT: yep
Remedy09: ur doing very well
Remedy09: A plus
BoycraziT: haha FINALLY AN A!!