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It's late and I cannot sleep despite working in six hours. Originally sleeping over at a friend's, but I couldn't sleep, so I just left. How rude, but I cannot help being restless. Damn the rain among other things. My outside table has two empty bottles of wine, four roaches, half a cigarrello and a half full ashtray. Good-bye, weekend. The summer has left me poor and freckled.
No, I didn't make it to class today, any of them. Shit-fuck. I'm doing well though. 3/4 of my classes are good to great. I'm looking foward to Bent and the Oddball (Halloween). I'm volunteering at the door for both. Maybe I'll go to Kamloops for the weekend before Halloween. Anything to be camping. Another thing I want to do is the UBC Pride Halloween whatever. I haven't attended one Pride event ever and that should change. Black Gold is being shown Thursday. I aspire to poster some of Main Street tomorrow. I really love BCCA, especially when they pay me. Celebrities this weekend was actually fun. Still, it's only because I skipped the line and didn't pay. Being drunk and high might have had something to do with it, too. There was this picture on Facebook of some friends at Celebrities. It was an arial view and made me laugh. So cute. I cannot leave Bent without an arial picture of myself. Strangely amusing.
While studying last week, I saw the saddest thing. This girl came in and broke up with the barrista right at work. It broke my heart. So blunt, so easy. Another time last week, I was talking to a friend about this boy I saw for a bit and don't anymore. I told her I was bored and also just couldn't handle being someone's someone. So anyway, she casually says something like, "Hmm. Sounds like you were just afraid to commit and are hiding behind whatever you just said." So blunt, so easy, and so true. I realize I still have feelings for him, but I'm already hurting. Apologizing isn't neccesary, I think, but I have regrets. Silly Michael. My love horoscope (compliments of my father) tells me that I'm not easily satisfied and that I usually want what I cannot have. Still, it says I'm one of the most passionate of all the Zodiac signs. Impulsive! Reckless! Temptestuous! I just threw it in the recycling. How impulsive.
If anybody is considering moving, they should let me know. Wanting to move, but with several people, so that we can get an entire house. Beware: I'm recklessly tempestuous.
No, I didn't make it to class today, any of them. Shit-fuck. I'm doing well though. 3/4 of my classes are good to great. I'm looking foward to Bent and the Oddball (Halloween). I'm volunteering at the door for both. Maybe I'll go to Kamloops for the weekend before Halloween. Anything to be camping. Another thing I want to do is the UBC Pride Halloween whatever. I haven't attended one Pride event ever and that should change. Black Gold is being shown Thursday. I aspire to poster some of Main Street tomorrow. I really love BCCA, especially when they pay me. Celebrities this weekend was actually fun. Still, it's only because I skipped the line and didn't pay. Being drunk and high might have had something to do with it, too. There was this picture on Facebook of some friends at Celebrities. It was an arial view and made me laugh. So cute. I cannot leave Bent without an arial picture of myself. Strangely amusing.
While studying last week, I saw the saddest thing. This girl came in and broke up with the barrista right at work. It broke my heart. So blunt, so easy. Another time last week, I was talking to a friend about this boy I saw for a bit and don't anymore. I told her I was bored and also just couldn't handle being someone's someone. So anyway, she casually says something like, "Hmm. Sounds like you were just afraid to commit and are hiding behind whatever you just said." So blunt, so easy, and so true. I realize I still have feelings for him, but I'm already hurting. Apologizing isn't neccesary, I think, but I have regrets. Silly Michael. My love horoscope (compliments of my father) tells me that I'm not easily satisfied and that I usually want what I cannot have. Still, it says I'm one of the most passionate of all the Zodiac signs. Impulsive! Reckless! Temptestuous! I just threw it in the recycling. How impulsive.
If anybody is considering moving, they should let me know. Wanting to move, but with several people, so that we can get an entire house. Beware: I'm recklessly tempestuous.