Next week, I have a week off life more or less. This summer has been wild. I made a record amount of money and drank a record amount of alcohol. As I type this entry, I now realize that the dried blood all over the keyboard is mine. Wild summer. The next week when I go to Hornby Island will be a bridge between madness and reason. Will I, will I ever, leave Arts One?
I interned at that queer camp I always talk about. It went well. I can honestly say that I changed someone's life and that feeling is unbeatable. Smoking cloves in the middle of a lake somewhere near Kelowna on a paddleboat underneath a huge orange moon. Letting campers get away with so much shit, wild children. Forever boo hooing it up amongst the evergreens. Camp is grrreat and cruel at the same time. It's a maneater, basically.
"When I got home from camp, noncamp people just disappoint me." When someone said this to me, I didn't agree. Still, I don't think I made any new friends this summer aside from coworkers. If anything, I saw friends less and specific people 24/7. That's fucked. Hopefully, as I get back into the Monopoly game called university, I will diversify while still seeing people I love most. I miss Andrea, that camera toting VSO lover. Scenefux 06-07?
School. Har. So many lit classes coming my way with some CSIS and gender theory, too. Har. I went to Wreck beach the other day and remembered I had to go back, back to sushi lunches, back to having $0.97 in my pocket/bank account. What would MZ say? He'd say, " ... School is like a boot stomping on a human face, forever! - inspired by George Orwell." Bossy.
This could be my last year at UBC for all I know. I can't wait to make the most it AKA fuck in the clock tower? Speaking of sex, I didn't have any all summer. No, not even the things that you aren't sure count as sex. It's okay though. Kinda. Didn't really think about it until now. Should've made it one of my short term goals. Oops. I cut all my black hair off and found a new best friend.
umm sorry about that
I tried to quit the restaurant and they said they'd give me a second raise. LOL@fuckyou. I said I'd keep around until it was inconvinient... I'm such an idiot! It was inconvinient a year ago. Whatever, I'll quit soon, again. Okay, I'm off to torment my coworkers while getting paid. They never saw it coming unless they checked the schedule. Update soon aka 5 or 6 months later, okay? Talk soon.