Mar 26, 2005 20:20
I am okay with it to a degree but very saddened by it as well.
Katie has determined that I am no longer a friend to her. I state what I believe, but the truth hurts her, and it is my fault by bringing it to her attention. She is going to die by her self-inflicted wound, and says that I helped to exasberate it.
I can simply say- BULLSHIT! And Katie, I do know what I am talking about, just because you do not like what I have to say doesn't make it any less true. No I am not a doctor, but it is not the first time that I helped to break a person from anorexia. I took a hard line of progression to get into your head, but it was (and still is) what I believe. If you go down this line much farther, the next time I see you will be in a casket without a ounce of fat on your body, JUST LIKE YOU WANT IT!!!
Please hate me- please- if this is what it takes for you to snap out of this. I would rather have that happen than the alternative. You said that you trusted me, and liked the fact that you could talk to me about anything. I just ask the final thing that you could do as a friend sincerely asking: get professional ongoing help.
Any of Katie's friends that are reading this: I am begging you to try and help her since she will no longer listen to me. It takes I real friend to risk a friendship in order to speak up about the dangers a friend is in. Katie brags about every pound she loses and is broken up about gaining an ounce- if this is not a cry for help (from her subconscious) I don't know what is.
Melissa: you KNOW that you have to stick by your word to me, or you are going to lose this "best friend" you speak so highly of. Remember that her life is at stake.
Katie-
I wish you a long life with all the happiness that you deserve without evils to plague you. This is the last you will here from me.
Love always-
Steven