Apr 07, 2005 11:23
Wow i don't know what to do...on tuesday i hung out with ricky. And he started poking me with his stupid branch up my ass and i was like stop it lol. and he was hitting on me hardcore and when we were at thomas' house and we were all on the bed together (me, ricky, thomas, danny..), and ricky was all umm..up to do stuff, and i was pretty sure he had a girlfriend so i was like no. but then he told me he didnt so i believed him (because i love him like that) and umm..we hooked up later like 4 times lol. And now i just figured that he STILL IS WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND. He cheated on her with me!!! Ohhhh mannnn. Should i tell her? I really want to because if my bf was cheating on me with another (more hotter) girl lol id wanna know...i know for a fact he's never going to tell her so ...idk what to do....but fuck, whatever. Although Ricky isnt perfect he's my pooookyyy and i care about him and im not going to fuck up our relationship and rat him out to some girl i dont even know. I guess she'll find out sooner or later, but not from me.