SPN 4x21
I think I've suffered a traumatic brain injury. I don't remember what just happened in the last hour. I think I sat down to watch a TV show. There was a "THEN" and a "NOW" and then *poof*. My brain broke. Or something.
I remember a lot of screaming, much torture, and yellow eyes. D:
There was a wee!Sam (COLIN FORD!!!!!!!!!) and a Mama Winchester. Was it me or did anyone else practially faint from fits of hyperventilation while reading the guest stars' names in the opening credits?!
Brother angst/betrayal/name calling/violence happened but I think I imagined it. Really.
Was anyone else in denial during what I fuzzily remember (can that even be a REAL adverb?!) as the last scene? I think I remember thinking Dean was a not!Dean or possibly an angelic hallucination like not!Bobby with the shotgun, and I kept waiting for us to cut to a shot of real!Dean pulling into the parking lot. Maybe the opening scene of the next episode will be real!Dean pulling into the parking lot and finding Sam and then they'll talk it out and have a hug and then we'll fade to black and we'll have a happy happy hiatus.
Yeah.
Somehow I'm feeling pretty peeved with two-faced angels in general even though I have a feeling they're just puppets on strings and some feel like they have no choice (even though they do *points to Anna who hopefully isn't being lobotomized in Heaven*). And in the end, a certain angel, whose abbreviated name contains the letters A-S-S (*sporfle* sorry, I just ... the letters were there and it was too funny in not a funny way), will probably want a group hug from Winchester and Winchester and then all three of them will likely go off into a field of flowers, have a picnic, and blow bubbles while gazing at puppy-and-butterfly-shaped clouds in the sky.
Yeah.
All I know is that as painful as I think this episode was (I don't quite remember) and my I imagine my knee-jerk reaction would be if I did remember anything that happened in the last hour would be to REJECT everything to get S1 boys back, it's an exciting place to take the story. Guys, we're stacking the building blocks for the series' end ... the story needs to ramp up like this (at least that's what I'm telling myself, OK?). It's hard to see two characters who are everything to each other fall so far apart for all the wrong reasons and the right intentions, but this is drama. Yay, angst! \o/ As long as those boys end up where they started (as brothers), I'm going to tell myself I can be OK with most anything that happens in between. Someone please remind me of that next Thursday at 10pm because the way my tramatic brain injury seems to be progressing, I'll not remember anything then either and I'll be a sad little puddle on the couch.
So. No thoughts. No coherence really. I'll just be waiting for next Thursday for the next round of heart shredding, head pounding angst.
Also, JP knocked it out of the park and Sera Gamble is such a Sam girl. :D
ETA: Was anyone else bhuz with the post-blood sucking scene of Sam and Ruby in bed together under the covers with their clothes on? What? Can show be anymore ambiguous? Either they had sex or they didn't. I can't imagine why they'd just crawl under the covers and lay their heads on the pillows after Sam sucked on her arm. But then I'm not quite seeing the how likely it was they took everything but their shirts off, crawled under the covers and laid their heads on the pillows, and had sex after/while Sam suck on her arm. Sam and Ruby could've just been sitting on the end of the bed or have been lying in full view on top of the covers fully clothed for that dialogue scene. Why bother to stick them under the covers and make it look all confusing? Gah. Show just GO THERE if you're going to GO THERE. Stop teasing. I don't know why this is taking up brain space. *wanders off*
I remember a lot of screaming, much torture, and yellow eyes. D:
There was a wee!Sam (COLIN FORD!!!!!!!!!) and a Mama Winchester. Was it me or did anyone else practially faint from fits of hyperventilation while reading the guest stars' names in the opening credits?!
Brother angst/betrayal/name calling/violence happened but I think I imagined it. Really.
Was anyone else in denial during what I fuzzily remember (can that even be a REAL adverb?!) as the last scene? I think I remember thinking Dean was a not!Dean or possibly an angelic hallucination like not!Bobby with the shotgun, and I kept waiting for us to cut to a shot of real!Dean pulling into the parking lot. Maybe the opening scene of the next episode will be real!Dean pulling into the parking lot and finding Sam and then they'll talk it out and have a hug and then we'll fade to black and we'll have a happy happy hiatus.
Yeah.
Somehow I'm feeling pretty peeved with two-faced angels in general even though I have a feeling they're just puppets on strings and some feel like they have no choice (even though they do *points to Anna who hopefully isn't being lobotomized in Heaven*). And in the end, a certain angel, whose abbreviated name contains the letters A-S-S (*sporfle* sorry, I just ... the letters were there and it was too funny in not a funny way), will probably want a group hug from Winchester and Winchester and then all three of them will likely go off into a field of flowers, have a picnic, and blow bubbles while gazing at puppy-and-butterfly-shaped clouds in the sky.
Yeah.
All I know is that as painful as I think this episode was (I don't quite remember) and my I imagine my knee-jerk reaction would be if I did remember anything that happened in the last hour would be to REJECT everything to get S1 boys back, it's an exciting place to take the story. Guys, we're stacking the building blocks for the series' end ... the story needs to ramp up like this (at least that's what I'm telling myself, OK?). It's hard to see two characters who are everything to each other fall so far apart for all the wrong reasons and the right intentions, but this is drama. Yay, angst! \o/ As long as those boys end up where they started (as brothers), I'm going to tell myself I can be OK with most anything that happens in between. Someone please remind me of that next Thursday at 10pm because the way my tramatic brain injury seems to be progressing, I'll not remember anything then either and I'll be a sad little puddle on the couch.
So. No thoughts. No coherence really. I'll just be waiting for next Thursday for the next round of heart shredding, head pounding angst.
Also, JP knocked it out of the park and Sera Gamble is such a Sam girl. :D
ETA: Was anyone else bhuz with the post-blood sucking scene of Sam and Ruby in bed together under the covers with their clothes on? What? Can show be anymore ambiguous? Either they had sex or they didn't. I can't imagine why they'd just crawl under the covers and lay their heads on the pillows after Sam sucked on her arm. But then I'm not quite seeing the how likely it was they took everything but their shirts off, crawled under the covers and laid their heads on the pillows, and had sex after/while Sam suck on her arm. Sam and Ruby could've just been sitting on the end of the bed or have been lying in full view on top of the covers fully clothed for that dialogue scene. Why bother to stick them under the covers and make it look all confusing? Gah. Show just GO THERE if you're going to GO THERE. Stop teasing. I don't know why this is taking up brain space. *wanders off*