Looking over my LJ
So, I'm reading over this deleting things and looking at how things how surely changed. I was sooooooo in love with the biggest asshole, douchebag I've ever met, really no one knows how unhappy I really was with him. He broke up with me over really dumb reasons which I find is fine, I am so much happier to have him out of my life.
Wow, what a whiner I was! Haha "I'm so sad, so alone I'm 16 and blah blah blah" someone should have givin the teen me a script for Man the fuck up, Jesus.
So now I am 23.5 wooooo lol I am single and okay with this. I'm doing me, whatever the hell that means. I know my happiness now, though like the hulk I'm always angry I just hide it well and honestly I don't know why I'm always angry I just am. I'm learning new things about myself that I didn't know or realize before. I am a strong, determined person and I love me, all parts of my crazy self.
I started my new diet plan today which starts with 3 days of hell eggs, meat, cheese, that's it then on Tuesday I get to add in fruit and veggies, then slowly add in whole grain carbs again, wish me luck(though no one uses LJ anymore lol)
I'm doing this for my health and my training, what training you say? Training for Warrior Dash, Tough Mudder, Savage Race, Spartan Race, Color Run, Run For Your Lives, and so many more :) endurance races, this is who I want to be.
Yay I am not a whiny teenager anymore, I am happy being single and if love finds me well, bring it on!
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