I quit you.
I have realized I much rather stay home than go out. I used to be this crazy party animal and then I met russell. He tamed my little ass down and now I am starting to go out and party again and I don't enjoy it like I used to. I like coming home and getting into my sweat pants and bright eyes tee. I love making easy silly meals with russell and sitting on my couch watching trashy mtv reality shows. I wonder how long this will last though. I am ridiculously in love with everyone I meet, and I love hanging out and havin good times. Maybe I will even it out, yeah? yeah.
Also, I have realized how truly blessed I am. I am struggling very hard right now with myself and life but some things that happened recently have put shit into perspective. I have so many loving people in my life and I take it for granted. I kinda just want to send thank you cards to everyoneeee. Sometimes when I'm down I just think of this very fact and I can at least smile.
I am praying for you, and you and your family. I hope that one day you won't feel alone because actually you are loved very very much.
I have so much love to give, maybe that is a step towards figuring out what I am supposed to be doing in life. fjaf;dljasflkj I hope.
Also, I have realized how truly blessed I am. I am struggling very hard right now with myself and life but some things that happened recently have put shit into perspective. I have so many loving people in my life and I take it for granted. I kinda just want to send thank you cards to everyoneeee. Sometimes when I'm down I just think of this very fact and I can at least smile.
I am praying for you, and you and your family. I hope that one day you won't feel alone because actually you are loved very very much.
I have so much love to give, maybe that is a step towards figuring out what I am supposed to be doing in life. fjaf;dljasflkj I hope.