I feel like journaling, somewhere other than myspace, but the thing is I don't really have anything to say. Planning a wedding in two months is not easy. Especially from the financial aspect of it. But it is going to be beautiful anyway. More beautiful than I am anticipating I am sure. With my mom making my dress and a professional in charge of the ( Read more... )

My world is suddenly different. Different in the weirdest and best ways possible. I am in love. And it is different than any other love I have ever experienced. It is bigger. It is devastating and it is not even reciprocal, yet. Or maybe it is, it is hard to tell. I don't even mind the consequences. well, not that much, not enough to change my mind ( Read more... )

I cannot believe it is already June ( Read more... )

A birthday yesterday, a birthday today, a birthday wednesday and next thursday and then saturday and the monday after that ( Read more... )

A wedding this weekend. Oh, how I hate weddings. I have worked at quite a few (taking pix) and been in quite a few, but never really just attended one ( Read more... )

8 years
countless fucks
guess what
life sucks

Nice guys
finish last
but nice girls
get over the past

Have you ever written your own name so many times that it loses all meaning? Or maybe it starts to look like it is spelled wrong? That just happened to me. There is such a high turnover in this company that they refuse to personalize the business cards. I do, however, have to go spread my name around town to do some recruiting and local marketing ( Read more... )

I don't even know what I need, you know. It is all dribble, it is all babble in my head. I go to work and I listen to children singing songs that they shouldn't even be listening to all day long. It all feels unnecessary. Meaningless. Yet, I get up and I do it...day after day ( Read more... )

A waste of time, right? People should not need to declare anything. Their actions should do it for them. Some think that by telling the world what they are doing or what they are going to do that they will be forced into accountability. I think that maybe it is the opposite. Maybe declarations are simply a cry for attention. I mean, I guess there ( Read more... )

The transformation has begun. Is it the transformation I want or am simply surrendering to?

Watching him play music is so beautiful. He falls in love with it all over again everytime.