Aug 30, 2005 23:51
Wow I love college. Period.
But before I go on about how wonderful college is I first have to bring up a depressing point:
Saying goodbye:
I always say... wow.. I am so bad at saying goodbye. And every time I do.. I always think to myself.. I wish I would have done this or that so it would have been a good one...ya know.. perfect, so I could be satisfied. The other day I realized that it would be impossible to have a "good" goodbye.. because they are not good..in fact.. they suck. And things that suck are not perfect..so.. that's impossible. And as far as being satisfied...I dunno about you but every time I tell someone goodbye I feel like a little piece of my heart has fallen off...I feel empty, so sad, and so alone.(obviously that goes away after a while but you get the point). So basically I am going to stop being so hard on myself about that.. because no goodbye is ever a good one. ( at least when you are saying goodbye on good terms and to ppl you care about)
now back to loving college:
I love it and I haven't even been to any parties yet! But I bet I will love it even more then! My classes are pretty good...and my professors are all really nice. There is a lot of work though.. like..I have a ton to read for each class. I had to get 5 books for my philosophy class...soo..yeaaaaah. But other than that.. its awesome. I love meeting new ppl.. and making plans to meet up for dinner and play tennis and stuff like that. And ppl are like... a few steps away so they are always willing to come over and hang out! No good stories to tell yet but I'm sure there will be soon!
ok time for bed I have a 9:00 class tomorrow....blah!