Apr 28, 2005 02:43
i'm not worried. i'm sure you've already found a way to blame me.
tell me what i'm here for... tell me why i need to bother.
from the moment you are born you begin to die.
i'm punching myself in the face everyday.
preparing myself for the pain of failure.
you are right, i did my best but my best wasn't good enough.
i guess all i wanted all along was the knowledge.
how stupid i looked. yet didn't feel it.
did you feel it? i suspect so. i suspect it's even worse now.
if you're not willing to look stupid, you don't deserve to be in love.
if i were to climb in ur head, would i last a minute?
try me... thoughts look both ways before crossing my mind.
it will happen. i expect nothing less.
i've set the bar and i'm my own worst enemy.
shed a tear for me mom.