a christmas to remember... or try to forget.
today is a day of bad timing. i'm sorry.
i just wish i could've meant more.
my cousin is in ICU tonight.
while everyone else holds tight someone important to them.
her fiance, who she has been with since the 7th grade, will probably sleep in a chair by her side.
tell me how that's fair? my mom said to say a prayer... here it is:
Dear God,
Fuck you. Do you think that it's funny what you're doing? They found each other in 7th grade, stayed with each other ever since, finally decide to marry in May when they have their lives together, and now you are going to try to take that from them? Fuck you. People spend their entire lives looking for the kind of love that these two have, some people never find it. You let them believe that they would have each other and now you're going to take that from them? She fuckin had throat cancer last christmas... they fought threw that together. Was that not enough for you? Does she need to die? Tell me why the fuck she needs to die? Fuck you God. If you can hear me, if you even exist, fuck you.
i'll sleep alone in my house tonight.
my dog is not even here.
merry christmas everyone.
i just wish i could've meant more.
my cousin is in ICU tonight.
while everyone else holds tight someone important to them.
her fiance, who she has been with since the 7th grade, will probably sleep in a chair by her side.
tell me how that's fair? my mom said to say a prayer... here it is:
Dear God,
Fuck you. Do you think that it's funny what you're doing? They found each other in 7th grade, stayed with each other ever since, finally decide to marry in May when they have their lives together, and now you are going to try to take that from them? Fuck you. People spend their entire lives looking for the kind of love that these two have, some people never find it. You let them believe that they would have each other and now you're going to take that from them? She fuckin had throat cancer last christmas... they fought threw that together. Was that not enough for you? Does she need to die? Tell me why the fuck she needs to die? Fuck you God. If you can hear me, if you even exist, fuck you.
i'll sleep alone in my house tonight.
my dog is not even here.
merry christmas everyone.