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when did everyone i know fall in love? i mean madly passionately head over heels in love. we're in high school, but they just seem so real and i hate not being a part of it. i guess its something you cant force, its just something everyone really wants to have, maybe not everybody, but most people. and right now it seems pointless since these ( Read more... )

so today there was no school, which was just fine by me.
i went to the psychologist to see my test results.
my iq dropped.
i'm pretty much perpetually depressed. and i need to work harder in school.

in other news, my body just doesnt function properly.
i have a cholesterol of 204.
i feel like a middle aged white man who didnt eat his daily cheerios.
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and we were done done done with all the fuck fuck fuckin around

( survey yes! i love surveys.. )

she will let you win she'll be waiting around then she'll push you in and watch you drown i've heard better to go ahead and let her in i've been here before but I'm not coming round again how can you turn a blind eye when i'm screaming i want you to hear me this time turn around take a good look now cuz i'm leaving i want you to hear me, I'll be ( Read more... )

Music conveys the emotion that words cannot.

sometimes we've all just gotta step out of our bodies and take a look at what we've become and everyone around us, because over the past year, ive watched people change so much that i barely know them any more. and i cant be a hypocrite because i know i've changed immensely too, but its those people who refuse to accept the change in themselves ( Read more... )

( its a pretty long entry with pictures.. so im gonna put in an el-jay cut )

gosh i dont think i can even begin to describe the past two weeks.. they've been so amazing and i have such an appreciation for america and europe.  and there are so many awesome people in the world that i should be "super siked" for Darlington and the awesome people i'll meet there.. i keep having things to look forward to; first it was the end of ( Read more... )