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[bothendslit]

When I woke up this morning.. I don't know.. I just felt worse than usual. I tried to write a poem or fifteen to make myself feel better, but it was all.. awful drivel, really, and... I don't even know how to write about how totally worthless I am. Or at least how I feel.. there's no excuse for how untalented and worthless I am, I think.. I'm not

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[doting_daddy]

Havoc, don't say things like that! You're not useless. And have you looked at the parade grounds lately? There are still some daisies there. You did a good job with them! And the sandcastle was good, too. Here, look, I've got the pictures. ::pulls out a stack of pictures:: See? Wasn't it a nice sandcastle? And if that doesn't cheer you up, here's Elysia playing in it later! And here's Elysia playing house under a pile of blankets in the living room, and...

[bothendslit]

.............Um........ I guess that makes me feel.. a little better... thanks... ::smiles weakly::

[betterthaned]

...Oops. Actually, that secret admirer guy wanted me to give you a package, but me and Mr. Pokeylope must have forgotten with all that was going on. Anyway, here it is. *holds out a small cardboard box, wrapped like the rest of the gifts*

[bothendslit]

..oh? ::tries not to show a single amount of enthusiasm and succeeds for the most part:: Th-thank you.. ::takes it::

[betterthaned]

Yeah, yeah, whatever...

[bothendslit]

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[zombiehughes]

Aw, cheer up. You're not worthless, you're a wonderful, worthwhile person and there are plenty of people that love you. Everyone goes through a slump now and then and you'll pull out of yours soon.

The Pokeylope kid and I are planning on another shopping trip/luncheon again. You're more than welcome to come with the two of us. ^_^

[bothendslit]

::turns a little red:: ......I am? I mean.. I... I don't know.. thank you. I hope so.....

..you really don't have to... I mean.. I.. I don't like being in the way, and.. well.. I don't know.. ;__;

[zombiehughes]

You wouldn't be in the way at all. I need to get some more fabrics and you can help us pick them out. ^_^

[bothendslit]

Well.. um.. okay, if you really don't mind, I guess I can come... I don't know how helpful I am, though...

[thegermanone]

Atch, you need to really lighten up, Jean. *frowns* No one is worthless, ever. You just need to find something that makes you feel good- something better than poetry, perhaps?

Here's a start: what's one thing you've always wanted to do before you die? *grins*

[bothendslit]

...I guess so. I don't know.. I feel worthless, so I must be, even just a little, right? Maybe not? Oh... ;__; I don't know..

One thing I've always wanted to do..? Well.. I don't know, really..... actually be happy, maybe..... and not annoying... ;___; Maybe be someone other than me.

[lostforeigner]

Ah, Herr Havoc, you are not so worthless.. bitte, it sounds like you need to do something fun to get your mind off of your troubles. But do not feel so bad about yourself and say such things, it is not true..

[bothendslit]

I.. I don't know.. I feel like I am.. Fun..? I... yeah. I don't know what to do with myself.. and I'm just in the way most of the time..