Oct 04, 2005 13:36
It's been a while... Here's some bullets:
- My GF won her Tall Class figure competition in Lakeland a few wks ago. Nobody knows what she has been through and why it meant so much... a few details = she was always known as "big" throughout her life, had a lot of self esteem and self image issues, hated public scrutiny, extremely nervous to be in front of a crowd... all of those things, yet she got into extremely great shape within 3 months. losing 30lbs and overcoming a lot of obstacles and fears... and while her dieting and moodiness killed me, I am so proud of her and her accomplishment. She was calm on stage and showed confidence I hadn't seen before, and while nobody except those in the "subculture" entirely understand it all... they should all appreciate the dedication and sacrifices she/we go through. Enough of that rant... she did awesome, and I love her even more. 7 months and many more to come.
- Training balls to the walls in preparation for trying to be a heavyweight in next years Tampa Classic. Weighing a legit 240 and still lean, I'm looking to get to 250-260 then shred out to 215-220. We'll see what happens.
- Whiskey Park is done for me. I called it quits because of a lot of things. Besides needing to concentrate on graduating and getting more sleep as well as get more time with my GF... When you and your employees slander my character and don't appreciate me as a human, I see no reason to sacrifice my body and my face for your business. I was there for almost a yr and had a lot of fun at the beginning but then it all started to get ugly. Nobody who hasn't bounced understands bouncers and all the shit we go through, so it causes them to not respect us as much as we should... that's the industry and I understand that part... but not being human enough to thank us out of courtesy for going into a 20 man brawl with just 3 guys, and then accusing a guy who brought you your whole staff of being angry and greedy... you're simply out of line and not worthy. The new business concept I was beginning to be alright with... however those who talk the talk and never walk the walk... are not people I want to be under or around. Much less slandering a guy who's character is nothing but upstanding and contributing to your business being successful. Enough of that nonsense. I'm glad to be done with the night scene. A lot of fun stories and good times, but that industry is definitely full of worthless crooked people.
- Rugby guys are asking me to play again. I think it will defeat my bodybuilding goals. A lot of my buddies have gotten injured this yr and as much as I'd love to crush lil people while running them over or tackling them... I think I'll have to pass. Besides... my cardio endurance blows right now.
- Speaking of endurance... the USF Fittest Bull is coming up the day after my birthday... Nov 19th. It will consist of: Sit and reach flexibility test, 40 yd dash, weight sled pull, pushups to failure, and a mile and a half run. I should do alright in 3 of the 5 events. And I think a fun time will be had by all.
I'm getting tired, there's an update for you people. I'm gonna take a lil nappy poo and then study. Hope everybody is doing well and striving towards stardom. Peace.