Wow...it's really today isn't it.
Today is today. I'm not really sure if I like that but there is nothing I can do to stop it so I guess I'll just have to live with it.
I'm feeling stressed today. Not about current cicumstances, although they do play a role into why I am feeling presure, but about the future. Sometimes I worry like this. Start panicing about things I can't control or things I wish I would have handled better. Hmmm...either way, today the future seems like a dark and scary place.
Most of the time I try to remain optamistic. Not today. I can't help but worry.
Good news is that I have my son today, and so far we are having a nice time. (Who am I kidding. We always have a nice time). We have read a book, watched TV, went to Starbucks, (he gets a Strawberry and cream frap) and carved a pumpkin. Right now he is munching on a little snack. Usually my son is my bright future, but not today, I'm not usually like this. I feel guilty for being like this.
I'm going to try and be positive, but I'm not sure how.
-G.
I'm feeling stressed today. Not about current cicumstances, although they do play a role into why I am feeling presure, but about the future. Sometimes I worry like this. Start panicing about things I can't control or things I wish I would have handled better. Hmmm...either way, today the future seems like a dark and scary place.
Most of the time I try to remain optamistic. Not today. I can't help but worry.
Good news is that I have my son today, and so far we are having a nice time. (Who am I kidding. We always have a nice time). We have read a book, watched TV, went to Starbucks, (he gets a Strawberry and cream frap) and carved a pumpkin. Right now he is munching on a little snack. Usually my son is my bright future, but not today, I'm not usually like this. I feel guilty for being like this.
I'm going to try and be positive, but I'm not sure how.
-G.