what a dream i had, dressed in organdy
guess it's been a while...
nothing really to report...
just working through life...
writing a lot...
figuring it all out...
i've been noticing that the layers of us unpeel at various moments under various conditons in various circumstances. i mean, we already exist, but there are so many layers of self-lies and characters, survival of the fittest techniques. we live in a constant state of creation, because although we actually do exist completely undereath, the process of discovering us is as creative as fabricating a self.
just some thoughts.
and deja vu: is it possible that this experience is caused by a subconscious, or even conscious, projection/imagination of a future event, and when it happens, we remember, almost like a film being replayed in our head, only the memory comes before the actual experience. moreover,... hm. derailed. thanks for listening to my train.
more to come.
and just so we're clear, this is a much happier confused than it has been for a while. feels nice.
freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose.
nothing really to report...
just working through life...
writing a lot...
figuring it all out...
i've been noticing that the layers of us unpeel at various moments under various conditons in various circumstances. i mean, we already exist, but there are so many layers of self-lies and characters, survival of the fittest techniques. we live in a constant state of creation, because although we actually do exist completely undereath, the process of discovering us is as creative as fabricating a self.
just some thoughts.
and deja vu: is it possible that this experience is caused by a subconscious, or even conscious, projection/imagination of a future event, and when it happens, we remember, almost like a film being replayed in our head, only the memory comes before the actual experience. moreover,... hm. derailed. thanks for listening to my train.
more to come.
and just so we're clear, this is a much happier confused than it has been for a while. feels nice.
freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose.