Sep 28, 2006 12:10
Yes I have turned to drink cus people arent helping me..
called 5 surgerys today cus im fucked up and none are available to help me.
I want to kill myself, no drugs in the house.. only alot of drink.. and i know it can effect me cus my stomach is sensitive to alcohol.. so i will just throw up til i cant anymore.
A guy attacked my bf yesterday cus of me.
Police came and did nothing about it as there wasnt enough evidence to proove what happened.
They dont know how much this effects me, i want that guy dead otherwise im going.
And i am going..
Im fed up of the abuse i get, im not happy with myself. I just want to go, ive given up on life, death has won this time..