it still hurts...

[borndeject]

umm... i know that things are getting better... i know that i am glad that i am alive even though i should be dead. though a lot of things still hurt really bad. it may sound really stupid but i celebrated and mourned today... i celebrated that today i have made it one month only being half a human and have not yet managed to kill myself (

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we are here...

[mariemo]

hey brother i am here to help pick you back up when you get down... just as you have done for me... fuck these motherfuckers running there mouths... they dont know shit and need to get there own life... cause your life is yours not theres to butt in and say shit... they have no two cents to put in... so my brother alls i can say is shit gets better and if it doesnt we become alcoholics together... and i will move my ass up soon...

marty