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May 12, 2006 18:47

Wow, the last day of classes.  The last real day of my freshman year in college!  I’d like to say it’s almost surreal, strange and scary and odd, but it’s not.  I’ve just accepted it.  Just like high school graduation; no big deal, just part of the system, the right thing at the right time.  Gods, I’m not sure what to think.  I suppose I should think about these finals next week.  That’s the best course.

The biggest thing in my mind is the change in my co-habitation of this space.  I’ve grown so accustomed to Alec and everyone on the hall.  Their patterns, habits and preferences are apparent to me.  I’m going to miss the random things Alec is always shouting, the way we all congregate, his appreciation when I wake him up in the morning  or grab him a bagel when I come back from breakfast.  It’s never going to be the same.

On a side note, my mp3 player has finally decided to roll on its back and die.  There’s no way around it now, it went to an emergency repair screen, told me the hard disk was essentially rubbish, and froze for the last time.  I can’t say I’m disappointed.   The thing has lasted me a good two and a half years, it was about time to upgrade.  My birthday is in a few weeks, so I guess I know what I’m going to ask for.

I was bored, so I bought Pride and Prejudice from our bookstore and started it in the sun.  It's too early to tell, but I like it, not that that is a surpise.

Chill, friends.  I’ll see you in a few days.

school blues, milestone, dissapointment, time, scared, books, a little gay

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