They're making me go back on Saturday, the fiends.  The RA training schedule looks something like Marine boot camp, just without guns and big boots.  Figures the one ambitions thing I've done in my entire life ends up making me miserable.

Oh, but I'm sure once I get there, it will be fun.... or something.

Something possessed me to write here again.  I couldn't tell you what.  I've been a terrible lurker for a year or so now, watching my friends page fluctuate whilst I just sit in ingnomity.  Well, I've decided to make a comeback, of sorts, I suppose you could say.  There's something about blogging which is simply funorrible, as Kat and I coined the ( Read more... )

Oh dear, Matt is blogging!  He must be despondent to be awake and on the internet at this hour in the morning with both hands unoccupied.  Well, maybe I am, but Gods what a cliche the last two sentences have been.  Horrible, horrible, Unreadable Cliches!  Never shall I learn, and forever will I find out new ways to regret.  It is just not usual ( Read more... )

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I've had moments where I have simply dropped out of existance, just for a moment, and I forgget what this thing is around me.  It's either horrifying, or fantastic.

I take my laptop to the computer lab.  Why?  Beats me.

    In a strangely poetic way, I rapidly approach my alarm clock.  Will I be awake before I know it ( Read more... )

Wow, the last day of classes.  The last real day of my freshman year in college!  I’d like to say it’s almost surreal, strange and scary and odd, but it’s not.  I’ve just accepted it.  Just like high school graduation; no big deal, just part of the system, the right thing at the right time.  Gods, I’m not sure what to think.  I suppose I should ( Read more... )

Before a show, you'ed hardly see any difference.  "Eh, whatever." I say.  I just wait for it to start.

After the show, Crazy things go on, I tell you!  My heart is rushing, I'm singing and dancing and bouncing about and making a fuss and being an idiot and loving it and I can't wait for call time tomorow.  Get me my damn wheel chair!!!\

Everything ( Read more... )

Alright, friends, family, and all you other people, I'm freaking out right now ( Read more... )