Feb 02, 2004 21:09
today was hell. i have a scheissload to do in every single class (except chorale, woot). i mean, as much as i'd love to read 95 pages in a book tonight... i don't think it's going to happen.
observations on life...
heh, i always pick the wrong girls to like. what a pain in the arse.....speaking of which, i saw kate morris today and almost shit myself. she hasn't changed much, still looks pissed off as usual because of her down-slanting eyebrows (for those of you who don't know, and this is all of you, i dated her for 2 days when back at hies. lol, what a mistake. anyways, back on subject...
so the last girl that i liked (for a really long time too) fell for my best friend,
and the girl i like now is in love with someone else.
what luck, eh?
right now i feel like walking through el yunque... that would be so nice. even though i don't like rain that much... that time we walked through it was simply amazing. we've had such good adventures.... the rope swing at la parguera, camping there with a windstorm (me getting smacked on the forehead by a frisbee)... watching the stars at night and hearing the coquis. standing in the living room listening to the piano and the street noise, feeling truly happy. walking down the beach looking at the full moon. swimming to the shore and just lying there, feeling like i just discovered land. sometimes these memories feel distorted, restrained by reality. but all that matters is that at that moment, i really did feel it. even if i don't right now. it happened, and it was there.%