more emo. sorry?
my medicaid got cancelled earlier this month, and we can't afford my medications, so i've been high and dry for almost 2 weeks now and i'm feeling it.
i feel fucking broken in a way i haven't since before summit, which really worries me.
i don't want to go back to that place.
my wrist is hurting again, almost all the time, so that's all i can think about. it's killing me, rather literally.
also, sleep.
too much, too little, none at all.
i probably won't sleep tonight, or if i do, i'll sleep until 1 pm and have to have that argumet all over again.
fffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..............
i'm lonely.
please talk to me.
i texted my ex earlier, just to feel something, but she never answers.
i don't know what i was thinking.
fuck.
i feel fucking broken in a way i haven't since before summit, which really worries me.
i don't want to go back to that place.
my wrist is hurting again, almost all the time, so that's all i can think about. it's killing me, rather literally.
also, sleep.
too much, too little, none at all.
i probably won't sleep tonight, or if i do, i'll sleep until 1 pm and have to have that argumet all over again.
fffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..............
i'm lonely.
please talk to me.
i texted my ex earlier, just to feel something, but she never answers.
i don't know what i was thinking.
fuck.