ok so I've decided I should probably update

Aug 03, 2005 16:00

Well here we go, I've decided to actually update this thing. The last couple of months have been pretty quiet but I'm starting to do a lot of travel for work - mostly to the mid-west. I'm excited because I get to see different parts of the country, plus it will give me an opportunity to meet some new and interesting people (preferably of the opposite sex). I still worry that if I write too much here, my significant other might accidently run into my livejournal and know it's me. You know what I mean? I don't think my writing style is all that unique, but she also knows me pretty well.

To the dirt -- so I've been secretly meeting up with my ex-gf over the last several months. Why secret? Well, nothing all that interesting has happened, not that there wasn't the opportunity. She wants me, that much is plainly obvious - but I haven't given in... yet. She actually wants to meet my wife, but I'm not so sure I want that to happen. She wants to meet up again next week, and I think if the opportunity presents itself, I'm going to take it.

On another note, I have a married friend of mine who has been telling me about the affairs she's been having for about a year now. We've never hooked up, but I can't tell why she tells me all these stories. I mean, I hear everything -- everytime they fuck in a parking garage or on a park bench -- 2 or 3 or 4 new stories a week, its really quite incredible. She had like 3 or 4 guys in rotation for a while, and it was getting crazy. The problem is that I'm a voyeur, so I love hearing this stuff, but its starting to get to me. She's never outwardly shown interest in wanting to hook up - she seems to like guys that aren't physically the same as me (she likes big guys, like biiiig guys - not necessarily muscular but like 6'3 220-240). Anyway -- I can't figure out if she just likes venting to me, or she's making a vague play. I'll figure it out eventually, but she's coming over on friday - so we'll see. She's cute, and kind of fun (but not all that bright) but I know she'd be a great fuck -- another thing that kills me is that all the guys she's been with SUCK for the most part -- I mean, can't last longer than 5 minutes or don't reciprocate. Whats up with that?????

Ok, I'll leave it here for now -- if anyone ever actually surfs here -- leave me a comment! What do you think?
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