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[boredatacqt]

What if i'm not good enough? This question has been plaguing me for some time now, my whole life really. What if I'm not good enough to graduate, what if I'm a terrible teacher, what if I have kids and I screw them up so bad they wish they hadn't been born, or others wish they hadn't. What if I'm not good enough to be loved, or to breathe the

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[mspseudonym]

Take a deep breath. Now listen to me. You have not EVER, or will you EVER be a pity friend. You are my Katie, I love you because you are you. Cynical sometimes, crazy, smart (even if you don't know it), funny and loyal as hell--that's who you are to me, and I wouldn't change one thing about you.

People have down days. Days where we question ourselves because holy crap, it's scary to attempt the things we do. But I know that whenever I need advice about something, or someone to bitch to, or someone to figuratively smack some sense into me, I can always go to you. Especially for the last one. I pretty much put you down as the reason Stef and I have gotten along at all the last 2 years. You bring a different perspective to things in people's lives, without judgement or forcing your attitudes on them. That has 'Teacher' written all over it.

You will be a wonderful teacher. I have no doubts whatsoever, so you can worry you little head all you want: as long as one of us knows the truth of the matter, everything will be okay.

Go have a glass of wine and read a good book, and things should look better in the morning.

I love you!

[boredatacqt]

you have no idea how badly I needed that, I love you and miss you!! I can't wait to see you when you get back!