leaving on a jet plane

[borderhopper]

Well, i still dont feel home. and im actually talking seriously to my mom about leaving. she says i can if i get money. well i will have money soon. i just want to go back. i just love mexico more then anything i have ever loved before. but i will miss this place. all my friends and family. i know once im down there i will get a job and work hard

Comments

[danyele]

Fidel, my love, I would never want you leave... but I know how out of place you have been feeling, and I understand that you feel this is something you need to do. I have no doubt you could find happiness down there, and find a place you feel like belong; but I also believe that if you would look at the people around you and really try to find how they feel about you, you could be happy here too...

Since James left, things have been hard. I know that. and you had you share of hard times with other people we know too... things pass. James will eventually be home, and things with other people may or may not work themselves... build strong relations with the people around you.

I you leave your missing out on everything that goes on here, if you stay, you'll wonder what your missing in Mexico. It's an intensly difficult decision... I love you, you are one of my best freinds. I'll promise to support in whatever you decide.

and about you being my mexican... if you don't like that I say that... I'll stop, and I'm sorry. but just let me one last time, you are my one and only mexican, and I love you... there is no such as a replacement Fidel, and if you leave, I will miss you forever...

I'll call you tomorrow night.

muah,
Danyele