Aug 17, 2004 23:13
Well, i still dont feel home. and im actually talking seriously to my mom about leaving. she says i can if i get money. well i will have money soon. i just want to go back. i just love mexico more then anything i have ever loved before. but i will miss this place. all my friends and family. i know once im down there i will get a job and work hard for nothing, but for some odd reason that all sounds so good to me. i just miss being respected pretty much. what i really miss is there were no mexican jokes. i mean i am one of them. not like here where im people's mexican, or where people are cracking mexican jokes left and right. i mean i use to do it too, but after a while they just got tiresome. well ill probably still be around for awhile to hit me up, and lets hang out.
Fidel