"is this what you want?
it's eight o'clock. i'm nodding off.
starlight is stealing my heart tonight.
bar fight but i won't be there.
and i've tried all this before.
you swing and you miss ( and i miss the way things use to be )

                                                                   
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I've come to the utmost realization that I have entirely too many goals for a person of my age and social stature. There is too much partying, too many initiations, too many people to drink with, that I have not yet done, completed, or met in my lifetime to assume I have lived a full teenage existance.

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There are moments when
When I know it and
The world revolves around us
And we're keeping it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all knowing


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i hate how i can't fix things. no words, no stick figure doodles drawn in colored pencil, no quirky pictures of me with my eyes crossed and my tongue sticking out, no nothing. nothing nothing nothing. i feel pretty useless, not knowing what to say, not knowing how to act. how to respond. how to smile, whether i should smile at all. if i should ( Read more... )

New journal. Just because. maybe i'll use this one for fun pictures or soemthing, i dont know. But yeaH add me to your friends and i'll add you right back nig.