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[bootymapoo]

i am writing this entry in response to a previous one, please note i am not doing this to start anything, i am simply doing this b/c i feel i deserve to say these things about the subject matter i read earlier

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[belvispresley]

I think it is safe to say that this is towards me, and no I do not take offense to anything you said, most of it I agree with. But yes I did let you in, so when I lost our friendship it wasn't just losing a friend, I lost a part of me. Don't for one second think that I took advantage of the unconditional love and support you gave me, because I didn't. I'm not really sure how to word this to convey how I really feel about it but I'll try. I can honestly say that our friendship will always hold a special place in my heart, I know all friendships or relationships are different but somehow ours just seemed...I dunno...more special. Like no one could have penetrated it. Although I do not necessarily agree with the part where you said that people chose to take different paths therefore their friendship ends. I mean hopefully we'll all take different paths in life, but I don't think that has to end friendships. I tried so hard for so long to regain even a fraction of what we had but to no success. I honestly thought that if our friendship was as strong as I thought it was, there was no way it could just be .. over. Some friendships I've lost don't really leave a ache in my heart, but there are about 3 or 4 that just make me feel a little less like me. You and me were best friends during some of the best times of my life, we watched each other grow and I cannot help but think we somehow formed each other into who we both are today, atleast in a little bit. I don't believe that the love and friendship we shared will ever really be over, even if it just lives in me.

[belvispresley]

sometimes you do things to people youre closest to that can never be forgiven

[bootymapoo]

this comment was not from me.

[belvispresley]

I don't think that I've done anything so bad that it cannot be forgiven. Yeah we've all screwed up and hurt people we didn't mean to, we've all done it. Maybe we've hurt people more than we realized, but I know in my heart I've done nothing so wrong that its unforgivable. Sometimes I think we hold onto things that hurt us so much that we don't realize it's the past and we are wasting the present and future by not forgiving and not forgetting.

[chrissieiscool]

Anyone who has lost four friends is obviously a shitty friend. If all your friendships are so important to you and "impenetrable," then how have you managed to mess everyone one of them up. I didn't write this anonymously because I have enough balls to tell you I don't like you and your "friend" Claire. Sorry I couldn't be as nice as Beth.