rah rah...fuck my life
well this is my first entry in like forever. one: because i hate all the drama on here i mean damn we have enough in real life a it is. two: i forgot my password but now it is found. yippe...
i hate my life so far. you know i am failing 4 classes already? well technically 3 beccause french is taught by a stupid fucking nazi. my new "boyfriend" is a total dick and i want to punch his face in but the guy i really want to be with is also a total bitch. what the fuck. Moi: "oh i'm sorry that i wasn't there when you came to my house during the summer." Him: "i was probably drunk" well gee thanks. glad to know all i'm here for is a good fuck. wonderful, just fucking wonderful. i really want to find someone who actually likes me... silly concept i know. but jesus christ all i can find is a stupid ska idiot. fuck my life. i'd rather jam an ice pick into my brain cavity and get rid of every fucking memory i have because it causes me great pain. fuck. fuck it in the ojete untill it bleeds alot.. ALOT!! i want to slit my wrists untill the blood soaks my body with salty red. i hate this... i can't get out off this funk... and the one guy who likes me thinks its "cool" to take me to dance clubs i mean what the hell is that shit?!?! i'm white dumbass.. i don't dance. i don't do things. fuck. i want to move to greenland and be away from civilization. at least a 20mile radius from the closest human. and i'll have everything shipped to me and be a crazy hermit. and another thing. i hate most of all is the ghetto children in my 4rth period. you stupid cholas (chulas?? ah who gives a fuck) i want to throw them by their extentions into the nearest 4 lane traffic way. take that black lip liner and shove it up your ass. you dumb bitches on your knees. cuz damn. well i'm done with my man rant and my hoochie rant. and men.... please don't comment on this saying "not all men are bad" well right now they are. so cram it. i don't want to hear it.
i hate my life so far. you know i am failing 4 classes already? well technically 3 beccause french is taught by a stupid fucking nazi. my new "boyfriend" is a total dick and i want to punch his face in but the guy i really want to be with is also a total bitch. what the fuck. Moi: "oh i'm sorry that i wasn't there when you came to my house during the summer." Him: "i was probably drunk" well gee thanks. glad to know all i'm here for is a good fuck. wonderful, just fucking wonderful. i really want to find someone who actually likes me... silly concept i know. but jesus christ all i can find is a stupid ska idiot. fuck my life. i'd rather jam an ice pick into my brain cavity and get rid of every fucking memory i have because it causes me great pain. fuck. fuck it in the ojete untill it bleeds alot.. ALOT!! i want to slit my wrists untill the blood soaks my body with salty red. i hate this... i can't get out off this funk... and the one guy who likes me thinks its "cool" to take me to dance clubs i mean what the hell is that shit?!?! i'm white dumbass.. i don't dance. i don't do things. fuck. i want to move to greenland and be away from civilization. at least a 20mile radius from the closest human. and i'll have everything shipped to me and be a crazy hermit. and another thing. i hate most of all is the ghetto children in my 4rth period. you stupid cholas (chulas?? ah who gives a fuck) i want to throw them by their extentions into the nearest 4 lane traffic way. take that black lip liner and shove it up your ass. you dumb bitches on your knees. cuz damn. well i'm done with my man rant and my hoochie rant. and men.... please don't comment on this saying "not all men are bad" well right now they are. so cram it. i don't want to hear it.