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some of you have been asking why i have been really down and really angry lately. well all of you curious people this is why. my oldest brother Jeremy, my sister in law, Cassie and my niece Mary were all killed in a car crash by a drunk driver a few days before that whole shit with ben started. then most of you just fucking yelled and screamed at me. ok if you still don't like me then fine fuck you people who don't. i have a good fucking reason to be angry. SO QUIT ASKING ME WHY I'M DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and brandon you need to shut up and just leave me alone. you are so fucking gross. you say that dez and i have no reason to dislike you? how fucking clueless are you anyway. go take a shower you stupid bastard. you are one of the few people i actually hate. and i hope charlotte finds a better guy because we all know she can. don't ever fucking post on my journal i hate talking to you and the thought of you makes me sick. i hate you i hate you i hate you. everyone else i'm fine with though. i love the rest of you. i even like ben a little right now. so yeah thats it. so please stop asking me why i'm not myself.