Alone again
Damn. Just as things were starting to look really promissing for this budding relationship, the bottom drops out. The person that I was starting to see, that smiled when I told him I wanted a child, and accepted all of my eccentricites of lifestyle, called it quits, when someone at work gossiped and let be known that he and I were bf/gf for some time, and that had exact dates and outing plans for our proposed trip to So Cal this weekend. So now, after the hope of an actual relationship, something that I have not had in years and years, that hope has been cruely taken away from me, and once again, I am left alone and lonely. I don't know what I have done wrong karmicly, but can I be done now? Please?! Cause this hurts so really bad.