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yesterday i spent every hour either working (10-2) or drinking (2-10). i have been living at shannon and lorens house because no one at my house seems to care. at least with them i can forget about it and have fun. i still wish i could talk to someone about it. work today from 8-4 then chris jude's party. i don't know if i should go out or stay in. i smoked 2 cigarettes on thursday and 1 yesterday.
but i wanted to smoke more.
but i wanted to smoke more.