Epiphanies suck!

[booneda]

So I just realized that one of my major relationship issues is that I'm wanting to jump into the middle of a relationship with someone. I want to have already done all the beginning stuff and just be in the relationship.

Of course, I know that's stupid and impossible, but it's still there. I think that's why going back with Dan always looked

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[0living_dreams0]

I understand where you're coming from. I always hating the dating part of relationships. I would have butterflies in my stomach all the time, I was always over-analyzing and over-thinking every. little. thing the person said or did, etc.

Admitting what you know you need to fix is the first step. It doesn't guarantee that everything will be close to perfect, but there's nothing wrong with knowing what you want and knowing how you can get it :)

*hugs*

Love you DA! I know you're going to make a really great guy really happy one day. And you know what? You definitely deserve it. I know it's really hard sometimes, but I guarantee it's worth the wait

p.s. the icon is just for you ;)

[booneda]

Thanks, Courtney. It means a lot to have you say that. I miss you. You are always so awesome to hang out with!!! How are things going? I know I haven't replied to your posts in a while and I'm sorry. Usually, by the end of your posts I have too much running around in my head to put down, so I take a minute to think about something else, and then I'm distracted and forget to go back, lol.

I love the icon. *sigh* Oh, when RPatz was younger and not looking strung-out on the cover of tabloids!

*HUGE HUGS!!!*