Epiphanies suck!
So I just realized that one of my major relationship issues is that I'm wanting to jump into the middle of a relationship with someone. I want to have already done all the beginning stuff and just be in the relationship.
Of course, I know that's stupid and impossible, but it's still there. I think that's why going back with Dan always looked so inviting. We had history, and it didn't matter what it was, so long as we had it.
And that's my problem with any relationship, be it romantic or merely friendships. I don't know if other people feel this way, but I suspect that quite a few do. Just something that makes sense.
I don't know what actual effect this revelation will have on my life, but I just needed to jot it down.
Of course, I know that's stupid and impossible, but it's still there. I think that's why going back with Dan always looked so inviting. We had history, and it didn't matter what it was, so long as we had it.
And that's my problem with any relationship, be it romantic or merely friendships. I don't know if other people feel this way, but I suspect that quite a few do. Just something that makes sense.
I don't know what actual effect this revelation will have on my life, but I just needed to jot it down.