today is the first day of the rest of your life.

Jun 06, 2005 23:55

So I guess I shouldn't have complained about being bored, what is that old chinese curse, I wish you much excitement in life or may you never be bored or whatever :-D I have been working like crazy and I will be for the rest of the week. Which is great, because I am super broke and now with the hours I am getting I won't have to worry about my bills as much. Work is good and bad, I am so happy there. I had the worst day today, there was a fire drill, it was crazy busy, I got a bad monitoring session... but I still had a smile on my face. It has been awhile since I felt the satisfaction of a hard days work, and I know I will get better at it, I am a hard worker. I miss Cassandra, I haven't seen her for more than ten minutes since last week. And hey I was worried that we would be sick of each other working and living together he he. But I am on nights and she on days so.. we are trying to schedule some time next week he he.
so my thoughts for the day are this-
I am big on the reincarnation idea "many minds many masters" by Brian L Weiss was the first book I read about it and it totally makes sense to me.
I don't believe in heaven or hell, but I do believe that there is a place in-between lives. We are naturally curious and no matter what our earthbound nature we still try to learn, to test limits, and to explore others and ourselves. I think that we choose to come here; we choose our lives and what we will do here in corporeal form. I believe that what is often perceived as "the higher power" or "god" is actually people who have just finished the earth journey and have decided to remain in, what I will call, heaven to help and teach others. They help the rapist choose to come back as the bastard child of an unconsented conception. Helps the pope come back as pauper. I also think that we spend time in "heaven" between lives and that the knowledge from this place and our past lives often seeps into our corporeal minds. Wow I just read what I wrote and I am a grammatical nightmare! Oh well, you get it. The book basically explains all that, and it makes sense to me. As I read it I was amazed at how much sense it makes.... think about the Dhali Lamma...
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