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I'm a horrible person. I've become very dependent on Zach. My friends are all so busy all of the time....I spend all my time with Zach. Everytime we get into an argument I'm afraid he's going to tell me he doesn't love me anymore. Why do I feel this way? Why am I so afraid? Why does my heart sink in my chest? Why do I cry? Why do I always get hurt? What if he does stop loving me? I don't think I could handle it. I'm not strong enough to be hurt like that again.