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Good news is i'm feeling better...not sick I mean. Bad news is I'm feeling extremely pissed right now...and sad. I just don't get anything right now. We won't talk about what's pissing me off though.
When I was single I'd always find myself in these amazingly beautiful and romantic places wishing I had someone to share it with. I've got a boyfriend now, and I love him like crazy...but I still find myself in beautiful places...alone. What does that mean? When I'm in those places, at first, I'm happy as can be. I'm just in awe of God and all he made, and I'm just happy because I love beautiful places! Then, after I'm there for a while, I find myself feeling sorry for myself because there's no one with me. I walked around the OU campus today (for lack of better things to do). Zach was still at work. It was beautiful. Everything was green and lush, and the crickets were out making that signature summer sound. I even followed this huge turtle around. But...I just don't get a lot out of things when I'm alone, not for long anyway.
I realized today how high maitenance I am....in the form of relationships. I need a lot of love and time.
That's all for now.
When I was single I'd always find myself in these amazingly beautiful and romantic places wishing I had someone to share it with. I've got a boyfriend now, and I love him like crazy...but I still find myself in beautiful places...alone. What does that mean? When I'm in those places, at first, I'm happy as can be. I'm just in awe of God and all he made, and I'm just happy because I love beautiful places! Then, after I'm there for a while, I find myself feeling sorry for myself because there's no one with me. I walked around the OU campus today (for lack of better things to do). Zach was still at work. It was beautiful. Everything was green and lush, and the crickets were out making that signature summer sound. I even followed this huge turtle around. But...I just don't get a lot out of things when I'm alone, not for long anyway.
I realized today how high maitenance I am....in the form of relationships. I need a lot of love and time.
That's all for now.