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Jun 15, 2004 21:00

I've been bored out of my mind lately. There's absolutely nothing to do here. Mom and Dad decided that we didn't need satellite tv anymore, so they got rid of it. Ha! Easy for them to say! Without satellite, we get no reception on the living room tv. However, they can still get reception in their room. Freakin ticks me off. I'm broke so there's not any way for me to go anywhere else to do anything. Went and watched a skate movie at Zach's earlier today. Then I watched him play computer games.

Is A.D.D. contagious? I think I've managed to catch that as well. So I'm bored and my boredom is making me reeeeealy irritated. I just want to watch tv in my living room!!! I mean it's not something unreasonable to ask for is it? NO! I never really watched tv a lot in the first place...but when there's nothing (and I mean NOTHING) better to do, it would be nice if it were an option. Dad told me to read a book. I really should read. I have a ton of books that I just need to read, but it just stresses me out to think about reading. I just want to chill, be happy, have a good time. My friends are all busy. So now all there is to do is play with the dog.

I'm not a total loser. I promise I'm not. I did some job stuff today. Put in an application for a clerical position, went to the mall to see if there were any interesting places hiring. There wasn't really anything new. I hate going to the mall when I'm broke. It's so depressing.

I think I'm going to go. Pray for me....that I can get through this horribly stressful time, that I can find a good job that pays well, that I'll stop being bored and irritated. Thanks.
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