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Today sucks. I keep thinking I'm feeling better then I'll just feel horrible again. What's wrong with me?! It's really just ticking me off. People probably think I'm some kind of hypocondriach (sp??) but I'm really not. I just want to get better, at least by wednesday. If I still feel bad tomorrow it'll be okay, as long as I'm better in time to go back to work. I'm so incredibly broke right now. I only made like 60 bucks Sunday...but it was 60 bucks I didn't have before. I figured I'd put it in my checking account and be able to pay my speading ticket or my phone bill this week. Then Dad asked me if I could pay him back the money he loaned me to renew my tag. So there went my hard earned 60 bucks. :( I've got to get on top of this whole thing and never let it happen again. Every time I think about all of this crap I get really stressed out. If this is happening when I'm only 19, what's going to happen when I'm older and have a ton of real bills?? My stomach churns at the thought. Hopefully I'll have a pretty good job that pays well. Then it shouldn't be too bad.
I think I need to write some poetry. I haven't written in a while and I think there's a lot to write about right now in my life. We'll see though. I'm gonna go for now. Later.
I think I need to write some poetry. I haven't written in a while and I think there's a lot to write about right now in my life. We'll see though. I'm gonna go for now. Later.