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okay wow, i lied i really can't handle something, and i don't know what to do. because if i dont be friends with him, i can't be anything else with him. OH MY GOSH!!! WHAT THE HECK. i am just going to be alone. that is it. im not going to try to be friends with anyone else. because i try and they dont try back, i dont need any other confussing stuff. i hate my life. why dont i jsut die. WHAT THE FUCK. I DONT EFFING GET IT. AM I WEIRD? UGLY? ANNOYING? NOT GOOD ENOUGH? YOU CANT JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT ME IF YOU THINK IM WEIRD TELL ME, IF YOU WANT ME TO GO AWAY FUCKING TELL ME, IF YOU LOVE ME, TELL ME, IF YOU LIKE ME TELL ME. ITS NOT HARD. ITS NOT HARD TO HANG OUT WITH A GIRL WHO JUST WANTS ATTENTION FROM ONE PERSON. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD. I JUST WANT TO HAVE A FUCKING FRIEND. WHY CANT I HAVE THAT. WHY CANT I HAVE THAT, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. what the LIVING SHIT. I FUCKING HATE YOU, HATE YOU I HATE YOU, ALL OF YOU. SERIOUSLY, NONE OF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS SO FUCK YOU. YOU PROBABLY DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME, IF YOU DID, YOU WOULD SHOW IT MORE.