lifes a bitch
life is a complete and utter bitch....i don't understand it....like honestly, i dont have it easy all the time even though some people think that i do...no one realli knows what my life is like at home or anything like that....i don't even kno realli who is true and who is not...well actually that is a lie i kno who is true...i find that some people feel that i am too quiet sometimes or maybe sometimes annoying...but all that i try to do is make people happy...i dont' realli ask for much and i dont ask for advice often, just when i do i feel like people dont want to give it to me....i jus think that i need to get out of this school...cause its starting to drive me nuts again..i mean i can't walk in there every day and just feel so low and upset and just want to scream and get the fuck out of there...i resent going to mr. saummels class every day...i dont like him one bit anymore..he is just so rude to me and an asshole and all that i am to him is nice and shit..ugh what the fuck..i can't wait to get out of here..and start new...of course im going to miss people but honestly i need to get out...i dont kno whats wrong...and i dont express any of my feelings in school cause i dont want people bothering me....so whatever lifes a bitch and that my final word...i hope that durring the weekends there will be no more college trips and i can jus hang out and have fun...cause its been awhile since i've done that..maybe go on some road trips which are amazing always....in the need for fun again