people do grow apart
poeple do grow apart and we do live through our life, but there are always those who u will remember ur entire life, ur first loves, ur best friends forever...u don't realli kno whats going to happen in the future but u should kno to live ur life every day to the fullest and not try and think about the bad things that come out of life....I was talking to anna today and after I got off the phone with her i became very upset...we started talking about after college and everything and about lexi and us...i mean i've known lexi for 12 years of my life, and anna for 8 years or something like that...i consider these girls my sister my blood, and never will i forget about them....I feel that yeh we will go to college but no matter what time will bring us back together and we will keep in touch and no matter how many fights we get into or how many boyfriends we go through how many times we cry or how many people we get heartbreaks we go through we will have each other to lean on and each others back...and we will get each other through life...I have grown up so much this summer, and I have realized that there are time to be crazy and fun and then there are times to be serious and that now I am a senoir in high school, i mean i feel like i just graduated elementary school and anna and i were walking out of the school to go and get our hair down , but i fell onto the ground crying hysterically aboout how much i was going to miss everyone but u kno what i dont miss everyone and i love who i still am friends with and yeh i see almost everyone on the street and we still act as though we see everyone everyday cause we were all such a huge family that it was actually very sick!! I just realize that i am growing up into a great person and that i love all my girls, every single one of them from dwight, Loyola, calhoun everywhere no matter how many fights we get into how jealous we are of one another for whatever reason that is, that in the end it comes down to is not talking behind each others back to just tell the truth and get through stuff and stop being immature about stupid things, cause we are going to be on our own next year, we will be in college now meeting new people and having a totally new experience that we have never experienced before....so basically what im saying in this journal is life moves pretty fast, if u don't stop and look around then shit is gonna fly by...lol, thats my version.....((P>S im mad bored and cant wait for my girl lexi to come out and save me form this hell hole)) much love!!