i finished watching episode 6 very late last night. my brain's still thinking about everything that happened in that episode. lol, that's probably why when sitting here in front i can't seem to write anything good (lol and i couldn't even figure a better word to use instead of good). lots of steps were being made in that episode, and i do believe that we'll be in store for even more angsted filled stuff (i'm loving this, i really am).
it never ceases to amaze me that hanadan seems to make me cry in every episode. and i mean every episode. i have yet to sit through one watching without bursting into tears. this season is definitely awesome. they are doing a terribly wonderful job with the drama. i think this might become my number 1 favourite.
so ye, i was pretty correct in my assumption about what happened to that dude that appears in tsukasa's nightmare. but damn, that's some serious stuff. and all over that one little thing tsukasa said. that's so messed up. and i really do have to feel for tsukasa here. cause he must have been feeling all kinds of grief for causing someone that he really looked up to to loose him job, and eventually result to commiting suicide. and in fron of tsukasa... no wonder the poor boy was so messed up and changed so much. hell if i witnessed something like that, i would be so messed up too. and i'm very happy that makino finally knows this. now she understands why he's been the way he is and knows that he's never really stopped loving. i'm hoping this will convince her of his words (i mean, really girl, you have to get it by now that he's nuts over you).
there wasn't too many scenes in this epi with rui and makino apart from the beginning. and the fact that she flinched away from him when he tried to kiss her should tell him right there who she's choosen. i just hope he gets that soon. cause i don't wanna see rui lonely and sad (although oguri shun does the whole brooding thing so well... he's just too hot).
and tsukasa's a closet pervert =P ahahaha, i loved that scene at makino's house. i thought, YES! there's finally some refernce to tsukasa's physical attraction to makino. lol, even if it was only that one scene, and even though it was a just a hand, it still made me squee. ahh, i so love you tsukasa. and susumu's the man for giving him that opening to be alone with her (the way he was staring at her intently from behing while she was peeling the potato was making me melt inside).
tsubaki is the number 1 big sister. after having calling tsukasa call her for help, she flies to japan, sticks makino in a crate and smuggles (cause that's so what it looked like, lol) makino into the doumjoyi house to live in. and i was in a fit of giggles when she told tsukasa. his jumping on the bed and flailling his legs happily was too adorable. this is a love that you'll be fighting your life for... goo onee-san!
and i really think i'm starting to dislike shigeru now. i think she needs to take a hint that tsukasa does not love her, and will not love her. i won't let you dump me... what is that? ahhh tsukasa just do it already. honestly you're being way too nice. and shigeru.. you're being a little too oblivious and mean. calling out makino to remind her of that she said "congratulations". =@ grr, that scene made me very angry.
and the sojiro/sara/yuki storyline's finally coming. well, i guess we all already knew it was coming, but finally a possible meeting up scene has finally happaned. the situation has finally been set. i can't wait to see how this pans out. although from that preview to episode 7, i think its going to play out quite painfully for the 3 of them. i mean, sojiro in tears... GAH! i've never seen that, and seeing in totally broke my heart.
but that scene at the bridge broke my heart into little bits. tsukasa was so excited to be meeting makino at the bridge, thinking that she's finally made up her mind completely and was choosing him, only to be totally crushed when she attempts to give the necklace back. how cruel was that. makino...really now. you just abour broke my heart doing that... imagine tsukasa. it can't be anyone but makino ahh, that line from the previews of the last episode was a lot more heartbreaking after hearing the other dialogue and seeing the full scene. my poor baby!
and makino was just as broken and hurt by what she did (i think). and i think it broke even more when the necklace was thrown into the cannal. your chasing after it just proves who your heart has chosen. STOP BEATING AROUND THE BUSH! i need to see happy scenes between you two.
and we all got head-faked. her becoming a maid wasn't won't fully be shown until episode 7. but i love the look of sheer shock when tsukasa sees makino in her maid outfit. haha, "cosplay" indeed. i needed a reason... to stay by you makino, i now forgive you for everything you've done. i'm SOOOOOOOOO happy that you said that.
and i guess that's that. this tops the list for my fav episode of the series. but episode 7 might beat it out. i can't wait till next friday now. damn, i have a feeling next week i'll be bawling my eyes out.
***note: the lines the i quoted were from jland's script. they're not exactly the same from the translation cause i was going form what i remembered reading.