Confession [oneshot]
“But what exactly am i supossed to tell him?” an exasperated Jinki asked his friend Jonghyung while moving his arms up and down to put some enfasis on what he was saying.
“Just tell him that you love him and that’s all. Simple as that”
--
Shinee dorms where all peaceful and silent, there was nobody there except for the two older boys, who were arguing about some important issues at their room
--
“You think it’s simple, but that’s because you’re not me! What if he doesn’t like me back! What if he feels disgust and decides we can’t be friends anymore? What-what if-“
“Jinki! Calm down!” said Jonghyun grabbing the elder by the shoulders “He is not going to feel disgust!”
“But what if-“
“Shuush! That is not going to happen” said Jonghyun looking directly to the leaders eyes.
“But-“
“God, Jinki! It’s not that difficult! You just go there and tell him “ I love you”, some kiss kiss kiss, hug hug hug and that’s it! You’ll be together all happy and stuff!”
“It’s not that simple! I’d like to see you doing it”
“I would, but I’m not in love with Kibum! You are. Besides, if do happen to kiss Kibum then Taeminie would kill me”
“Now, Jinki listen to me carefully. You’re going to tell Kibum how much you love him, he will accpet your feelings and everyone here in Shinee World will be happy-happy, okay?”
“Okay! You’re Right! There’s nothing to worry about! Besides the worst thing that can happen is that he’ll reject me…right?”
This last line made Jinki’ worries come all the way back to his mind and he refused to even came out of his bed. Covered all over to the top of his head he was lying on his there murming some, almost incoherent, words about how he will be rejected by Kibum and how his life would end if Kibum would never want to see his face again.
Jonghyun, loosing his patience, shouted to the leader to “Come out of bed and be a real man” while bouncing on the bed and practically choking the leader under pillows.
--
“Ahhh…it’s been already 4 days since I had that talk with Jonghyun.” Jinki was thinking while he was peacefully sitting on the sofa while eating some biscuits. “I think I should definetely tell him, but how? When? We’ve been pretty busy these days and we have different schedules, I nearly see him nowadays!..gaah! I miss my Kibummiee!”
Jinki didn’t notice he had actually said his last words out loud until someone came throught the door.
“Missing me? Why hyung?” asked a very curious Kibum as he entered the dorm.
“N-Nothing” said Jinki “ I didn’t say anything about you, i-I was saying I miss your cooking Kibum, yes, that’s right, your cooking”
“No, no hyung. I’m sure I listened to you saying `I miss MY Kibummie’ ” said the younger aproching the leader tesingly with a mischevoius grin on his face.
“N-No! I dind’t say that! You’re imagining things! I-I gotta go!” said a blushing Jinki before bursting into his bedroom and locking the door.
“ Sheesh! Jinki-hyung sure is acting rare…but how cute of him for blushing” said the mischevious kid munching on some cookies left by his leader happily.
--
“Gaaaah!! I- can’t do this! How am I supossed to confess my feelings when he is so close to mee!” said a, once again, exaspereted leader to his friend on the phone.
“Wh-what are you saying! You’ve just loose a one-in-a-lifetime opportunity Jinki!” said Jonghyun to his friend at the other half of the line.
“But-but! you should’ve been there! He was merely inches away from me! How am I supossed to tell anything when his practically breathing in my facee!”
“That was the perfect chance! You didn’t even had to say anything! Just a simple kiss and that would have been it!”
“B-But”
“Jinki, stop being a whiny ass, get yourself out of that room and confess to that boy!”
“B-But”
“Now!”
“O-Okay!”
--
Jinki bursted outside his room and head rapidly to the livingroom, where his beloved was sitting, still eating cookies and watching tv. He aproched him until their face were just inches aways. Jinki could notice the visible blush on the younger face and hoped that his own blush and embarassment was no shown.
He grabbed the younger by the chin willing to close the gap within each others lips. And just when he was an inch aways from the rappers mouth he suddenly backed away.
“Gaah!! I can’t do this!” he said before storming back to his room.
“Wh-what was that just now?!?” whispered a tomato-red Kibum before buring his face in one of the pillows that laid on the sofa.
--
“I can’t do this Jonghyun! I simpl can’t! the moment I see his beautiful face, my minds go blank and I feel the heat going directly to my face. I can’ face him when my face is all red!” cried the leader on the phone.
“Okay, okay, calm down. What if you don’t see his face?”
“.How am I supossed to confess to him if I’m not looking at him!? He will think it’s just some kind of prank”
“I dunno, okay! I can’t do all the thinking here! You are the one who is in love! So stop shouting at me or I won’t help you anymore!”
“Okay!”
“I’ve told you to stop shouting!!”
“Okay…okay…I’m calm. Now, what do you suggest?”
“I don’t know! I’m thinking!”
“Ah! I know! I know! Why don’t you write him a letter?”
“A letter?” said a confused Jinki.
“Yesh! A letter! Then you don’t have to see his face when he reads it”
“Hmm…tha could work! B-but what am I supossed to write?”
“Gaah! Jinki! This is unbelievable! Just write: “Hey, how ya doing! I’m fine, well I just wanted to tell you that I love you. Bye, Jinki” Simple as that”
“That’s not how you confess to a persoon!”
“Ash! Jinki, I don’t know! I’ve already help enough! Now, you better confess by the time I get home or else, I’ll go and tell him you love him myself!”
“B-But”
Peep-Peeep.
Lee Jinki was left alone. His so-called friend had just hang up on him. Well, it’s not like Jonghyun didn’t help him at all. It’s just that… well, only Jinki new what was the problem.
What was he going to write in his letter anyways?!? What Jonghyun said was a definetely no. But…what else could he write. He would star saying all the things he loved about Kibum, but then, his letter would have a length of a kilometer and it would be too embarassing.
Even though he didn’t know what he was going to write, he picked some paper and pen, sat on his desk and let his hand act on itself.
--
Kibum was now in his room lying in his bed, not sleeping, just…thinking. Thinking about the day. About how Jinki had act around him, how they almost kiss, how Jinki’s cheeks where so red when he was oh-so close. Thinking about how cute Jinki face was everytime he felt embarassed.
Without realising it, he started blushing thinking about Jinki’ cute smile, when suddenly he saw how a folded paper appeared from under the door.
He climbed down his bed and reached for the envelope. His name was written on it.
He slowly opened it, his heart beting faster every second, and his cheeks turning hotter every word he read. Once he finished reading it, his heart was beating so fast he thought it was going to explode any second.
Kibum opened the door and rushed to the kitchen, the letter still in his hand. There, he saw the one who wrote the letter. He walked as fast as he could, hoping that his heartbeats wouldn’t be heard by the other.
He aproched the other, turned him around and closed the gap between both of them, letting the letter fall down. It was a sweet, soft, loving kiss.
Jinki was the one to brake it.
“K-Kibum?” said a very blushed Jinki backing away.
“This is my way of saying yes!”
“W-what! R-really!” said Jinki unable to hide the happiness that was going all over his body and making his heart bounce like it was some kind of time bomb.
“I-I simply can’t believ-“
“Jinki, just shut up and kiss me now” said Kibum before clashing thir lips together.
Their hearts were beating at the same time, like if they were only one. The joy both of them were feeling was overwhelming. To know the one that you love loves you back and so deeply must be really nice.
And now, the letter that made all possible was already forgotten, lying on the floor.
--
Hi Kibummie, (:
Well, I-I’m not really sure what am I supossed to write here, I...I just wanted to tell you how much I love the way your eyes sparkle everytime you smile. How much I like the way your hair feels so soft between my fingers everytime I happen to touch it. I love how your cheeks turn pink everytime you feel embarassed or pissed or just troubled by something.
Uh…that’s all I wanted to say.
So..uhmm.
Bye.
..
….
P.S: in case you didn’t notice, what I’m actually trying to say is that i..I Love You, Kim Kibum. And I’ll always will, even if you can’t love me back.
P.S.2: please, when Jonghyung gets home tell him that I did confessed to you! If not, I’m definetely going to die! TT_TT
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A/n: Fail!! i don't even know why i keep writing! -______-
well, well, what do ya think?
was it good?
comments are loved as always!♥♥
“Just tell him that you love him and that’s all. Simple as that”
--
Shinee dorms where all peaceful and silent, there was nobody there except for the two older boys, who were arguing about some important issues at their room
--
“You think it’s simple, but that’s because you’re not me! What if he doesn’t like me back! What if he feels disgust and decides we can’t be friends anymore? What-what if-“
“Jinki! Calm down!” said Jonghyun grabbing the elder by the shoulders “He is not going to feel disgust!”
“But what if-“
“Shuush! That is not going to happen” said Jonghyun looking directly to the leaders eyes.
“But-“
“God, Jinki! It’s not that difficult! You just go there and tell him “ I love you”, some kiss kiss kiss, hug hug hug and that’s it! You’ll be together all happy and stuff!”
“It’s not that simple! I’d like to see you doing it”
“I would, but I’m not in love with Kibum! You are. Besides, if do happen to kiss Kibum then Taeminie would kill me”
“Now, Jinki listen to me carefully. You’re going to tell Kibum how much you love him, he will accpet your feelings and everyone here in Shinee World will be happy-happy, okay?”
“Okay! You’re Right! There’s nothing to worry about! Besides the worst thing that can happen is that he’ll reject me…right?”
This last line made Jinki’ worries come all the way back to his mind and he refused to even came out of his bed. Covered all over to the top of his head he was lying on his there murming some, almost incoherent, words about how he will be rejected by Kibum and how his life would end if Kibum would never want to see his face again.
Jonghyun, loosing his patience, shouted to the leader to “Come out of bed and be a real man” while bouncing on the bed and practically choking the leader under pillows.
--
“Ahhh…it’s been already 4 days since I had that talk with Jonghyun.” Jinki was thinking while he was peacefully sitting on the sofa while eating some biscuits. “I think I should definetely tell him, but how? When? We’ve been pretty busy these days and we have different schedules, I nearly see him nowadays!..gaah! I miss my Kibummiee!”
Jinki didn’t notice he had actually said his last words out loud until someone came throught the door.
“Missing me? Why hyung?” asked a very curious Kibum as he entered the dorm.
“N-Nothing” said Jinki “ I didn’t say anything about you, i-I was saying I miss your cooking Kibum, yes, that’s right, your cooking”
“No, no hyung. I’m sure I listened to you saying `I miss MY Kibummie’ ” said the younger aproching the leader tesingly with a mischevoius grin on his face.
“N-No! I dind’t say that! You’re imagining things! I-I gotta go!” said a blushing Jinki before bursting into his bedroom and locking the door.
“ Sheesh! Jinki-hyung sure is acting rare…but how cute of him for blushing” said the mischevious kid munching on some cookies left by his leader happily.
--
“Gaaaah!! I- can’t do this! How am I supossed to confess my feelings when he is so close to mee!” said a, once again, exaspereted leader to his friend on the phone.
“Wh-what are you saying! You’ve just loose a one-in-a-lifetime opportunity Jinki!” said Jonghyun to his friend at the other half of the line.
“But-but! you should’ve been there! He was merely inches away from me! How am I supossed to tell anything when his practically breathing in my facee!”
“That was the perfect chance! You didn’t even had to say anything! Just a simple kiss and that would have been it!”
“B-But”
“Jinki, stop being a whiny ass, get yourself out of that room and confess to that boy!”
“B-But”
“Now!”
“O-Okay!”
--
Jinki bursted outside his room and head rapidly to the livingroom, where his beloved was sitting, still eating cookies and watching tv. He aproched him until their face were just inches aways. Jinki could notice the visible blush on the younger face and hoped that his own blush and embarassment was no shown.
He grabbed the younger by the chin willing to close the gap within each others lips. And just when he was an inch aways from the rappers mouth he suddenly backed away.
“Gaah!! I can’t do this!” he said before storming back to his room.
“Wh-what was that just now?!?” whispered a tomato-red Kibum before buring his face in one of the pillows that laid on the sofa.
--
“I can’t do this Jonghyun! I simpl can’t! the moment I see his beautiful face, my minds go blank and I feel the heat going directly to my face. I can’ face him when my face is all red!” cried the leader on the phone.
“Okay, okay, calm down. What if you don’t see his face?”
“.How am I supossed to confess to him if I’m not looking at him!? He will think it’s just some kind of prank”
“I dunno, okay! I can’t do all the thinking here! You are the one who is in love! So stop shouting at me or I won’t help you anymore!”
“Okay!”
“I’ve told you to stop shouting!!”
“Okay…okay…I’m calm. Now, what do you suggest?”
“I don’t know! I’m thinking!”
“Ah! I know! I know! Why don’t you write him a letter?”
“A letter?” said a confused Jinki.
“Yesh! A letter! Then you don’t have to see his face when he reads it”
“Hmm…tha could work! B-but what am I supossed to write?”
“Gaah! Jinki! This is unbelievable! Just write: “Hey, how ya doing! I’m fine, well I just wanted to tell you that I love you. Bye, Jinki” Simple as that”
“That’s not how you confess to a persoon!”
“Ash! Jinki, I don’t know! I’ve already help enough! Now, you better confess by the time I get home or else, I’ll go and tell him you love him myself!”
“B-But”
Peep-Peeep.
Lee Jinki was left alone. His so-called friend had just hang up on him. Well, it’s not like Jonghyun didn’t help him at all. It’s just that… well, only Jinki new what was the problem.
What was he going to write in his letter anyways?!? What Jonghyun said was a definetely no. But…what else could he write. He would star saying all the things he loved about Kibum, but then, his letter would have a length of a kilometer and it would be too embarassing.
Even though he didn’t know what he was going to write, he picked some paper and pen, sat on his desk and let his hand act on itself.
--
Kibum was now in his room lying in his bed, not sleeping, just…thinking. Thinking about the day. About how Jinki had act around him, how they almost kiss, how Jinki’s cheeks where so red when he was oh-so close. Thinking about how cute Jinki face was everytime he felt embarassed.
Without realising it, he started blushing thinking about Jinki’ cute smile, when suddenly he saw how a folded paper appeared from under the door.
He climbed down his bed and reached for the envelope. His name was written on it.
He slowly opened it, his heart beting faster every second, and his cheeks turning hotter every word he read. Once he finished reading it, his heart was beating so fast he thought it was going to explode any second.
Kibum opened the door and rushed to the kitchen, the letter still in his hand. There, he saw the one who wrote the letter. He walked as fast as he could, hoping that his heartbeats wouldn’t be heard by the other.
He aproched the other, turned him around and closed the gap between both of them, letting the letter fall down. It was a sweet, soft, loving kiss.
Jinki was the one to brake it.
“K-Kibum?” said a very blushed Jinki backing away.
“This is my way of saying yes!”
“W-what! R-really!” said Jinki unable to hide the happiness that was going all over his body and making his heart bounce like it was some kind of time bomb.
“I-I simply can’t believ-“
“Jinki, just shut up and kiss me now” said Kibum before clashing thir lips together.
Their hearts were beating at the same time, like if they were only one. The joy both of them were feeling was overwhelming. To know the one that you love loves you back and so deeply must be really nice.
And now, the letter that made all possible was already forgotten, lying on the floor.
--
Hi Kibummie, (:
Well, I-I’m not really sure what am I supossed to write here, I...I just wanted to tell you how much I love the way your eyes sparkle everytime you smile. How much I like the way your hair feels so soft between my fingers everytime I happen to touch it. I love how your cheeks turn pink everytime you feel embarassed or pissed or just troubled by something.
Uh…that’s all I wanted to say.
So..uhmm.
Bye.
..
….
P.S: in case you didn’t notice, what I’m actually trying to say is that i..I Love You, Kim Kibum. And I’ll always will, even if you can’t love me back.
P.S.2: please, when Jonghyung gets home tell him that I did confessed to you! If not, I’m definetely going to die! TT_TT
***
A/n: Fail!! i don't even know why i keep writing! -______-
well, well, what do ya think?
was it good?
comments are loved as always!♥♥