I'll never Let you go again [oneshot]
Title: I'll Never Let You Go Again.
Lenght: oneshot
Pairing: Onew/Key
Rating: G
Genre: Angst , Fluff, Romance, Happy ending! (:
Disclaimer: i don't own nothing but the story. sadly
Warning:un-beta-ed.
Summary: Kibum goes to find Jinki and tells him his sorry.
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I'm driving with no exact directions. It's raining and I can’t think right. I need to see you. To tell you I'm sorry. To tell you I didn’t meant to hurt you.
Why did you had to go? Why did you moved away from me? you never let me explain it.
You really can’t have an idea of how much I suffer when I went back home and all your stuff where gone. I cried. And cried. And cried until my eyes felt as if they were going to fall down.
It took me moths to move on. To try forget you. But, truthfully, you were always in my mind.
He came and tried to comfort me. He tried to replace you. But he never could. Even if i wanted to.
Now, everything has change.
I've decided to stop lying to myself and to follow what my heart says.
I finally know where you had gone. I’m going to meet you again. Just wait for me Jinki. Because I love you, and I’ve always have, even when you didn't.
I found this secluded neighborhood outside the city. It was beautiful and calm. Just like you.
My heart is pounding hard against my chest as i walk towards your door.
I can hear it going bumbadabumbadabum so hard and strong in my ears i'm afraid the whole neighborhood can hear it.
I slowly press my fingers against the doorbell and i wait till someone open it.
Finally you opened the door.
-"K-Kibum!"- you said with that pretty voice of yours.
I can't resist it. As soon as you finished saying my name i threw myself to your arms and hugged you. Tears of joy running down my cheeks. You fall down, astonished, but i don't let you go.
I was so excited to see you again that i didn't even notice the missing nickname there.
-"Jinki! Jinki i'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry...But that meant nothing to me. It's you and it has always been yo-" That's when i notice you are still not hugging me back.
I back away and see this other boy half dressed standing some feet away of us. I think i even heard my heart breaking apart. And you still haven't moved an inch.
I 've just realized it. You have move on. You have forgotten about me. Don't worry, i don't blame you. It was me the one who kissed another guy while i was still with you.
I stand up. My bangs covering my eyes.
-"I'm sorry for intruding that way. I won't do it again"- I bowed and walk away not bothering to look back.
Now, the tears going down my face are not from joy, nor from anger, but for the pain in my heart. I think it hurts just the same or more than the time when you left me broken hearted months ago.
I walked fast until i reached my car. I search for my keys in my pockets, but they weren't there.
-"Dammit"- i said as i kicked the door of my car.
-"Looking for something?"- I look back, wanting to see you standing there. Instead, there is the same boy from before, holding my keys in one of his hands, and you with the other.
-"Give them back" I said angrily without looking at you.
-"Look, i'm not really sure what is going on. I just came over here because the idiot here had this blank face after you left and it was really annoying. Now, it looks like you two have some things to settle down. So i'm not giving your keys back until you solve it"
The guy practically threw you beside me and then left, my keys still in his hands.
I sat down on the floor without looking at you. You sat down beside me, close enough to feel your warmness but far enough not to touch.
Five minutes passed. You still haven't say anything. I got up.
-"Well, if you're not going to say anything then i think I’ll just g-" you suddenly grab my wrist. I could feel you putting all your strength so that i wouldn't be able to move.
-"No, please, stay."- you say with a soft but demanding voice.
Without saying anything else, i sit down. You are looking to your feet . You hand never losing its grip on mine.
-"Why did you did it?"- The question came so sudden that I wasn't able to answer immediately.
-"I-I started to feel lonely. You were too busy for me. It hurt." Without noticing it tears started to fall down my cheeks, recalling the loneliness that got me to do what i did.
-"B-But why? You knew i loved you!"
-"You hardly ever showed it to me!” i shouted standing up. And you start to cry too.
-"I-I'm sorry...i just...I"
-"Besides, you left me without saying a thing. You never let me explain" I sat down again.
-" I thought you didn't love me anymore and that you loved him. I wanted you to be happy with him. And the only thing i could do was walking away and letting you go."
I froze. It never came to my mind that was the reason. So you did it for me. It was for me all the time?
-"I tried to forget you. I tried really hard. but everythinh i did remind me of you. Of our time together."
-"So, i decided to move. To make a new life. That's when i found this childhood friend. He had a spare room in his house so i decided to live there."
-"And-"
-"And you moved on. And now you're with him and i came here to spoil your happiness" I say looking to the ground. God! how can i be so mean. He has already move on! You should do to Kibum!
-"I'm sorry Jinki. It's good to now the reason why you left me. But i'm not going to be the one to make you unhappy. I'm glad you've found someone who loves you." I said as i stood up, with tears in my eyes. Tryng to walk away. I have to get out of your life so that you can be happy again.
-"Dammit! Kibum, for once in your life listen to everything i have to say!" You said as you pinned me to the door of my car.
Your face was too close. I could see every little part of your face. All your beuty, all you.
-" I couldn't forget you. I wanted to go back and-"
-"Then why you didn't do it? I was waiting for you. I cried all night's to see your face. I longed for your kisses, Jinki. Why didn't you came back?" I said shouting without realizing the tone of my voice.
-"I- I thought you had already move on. I thought you were already with him."
-"I love you, Jinki, i have always loved you and i always will." I say against his lips.
The kiss soon became deeper and deeper. I tried to put all my love in that kiss. I want him to know it's him and no one else that makes my heart beat faster.
Both of us break the kiss at the same time. We nedded air.
-"You'll never ever leave me again, right Jinki?" I say as i hug him tightly as close i can.
-"I won't, Kibummie" Jinki says as he stroke my hair in the same playfull manner he used to do it.
We stay there. Hugging in silence under the moonlight.
-"Neh..Kibummie" You suddenly say in my ear. -"Let's go in, i'm kind of freezing here.
I laugh. God! how i missed his adorable sangtae.
-"Jinki-ah. You sure know how to ruin the mood."
We went back to his home. Holding hands, laghing.
We both longed for each other. Now we have eachother back and we will never let go.
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FAIL, FAIL ,FAIL!
this screams fail all the way!! D:
well...i was kind of bored and didn't really wanted to do my homework so i started to write this.
It was initially a drabble...but i guess it got a little long...which is actually good, good! (o3o)/
Comments are always loved, please! (:♥