post-graduation existential angst...
Mmmm... currently having some chunky monkey (YAY!! banana flavored ice cream!!!) and watching some random korean variety show...
Let's see... on a current update on my life... I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I know I don't want to be at this job forever... but it's a great transition... I just got to figure out what I'm transitioning to...
however, kpop and korean dramas and shows has kept me very occupied... that's right, i have been caught on this whole "hallyu wave"... it's so different from american culture... there is a playfulness that is often lacking in american pop stars i think...
My grandparents are back for the weekend, and it's great to have them home again... but it's also hard... it's weird to think that just a little over 3 months ago my life was so different... i know that life never gets easy, but this last year and a half has been especially hard in transitioning into the "real world"... strange doses of reality have been shoved down my throat... i'm just trying to take it a little bit at a time... and for the most part, i'm doing okay.
This has also been the longest stretch of me not writing... from when I was young I'd even write in my diary... but for the last year, nothing... or close to nothing (because anything that comes out is just crappy)... sometimes I think back onto where my life was 2 years ago... and it's so different from where I am now... where did I get the strength to make a video on my life.. and why did I show it to people?? hmm... life is very odd...
Dude, working on campus has made me miss Davis and Davis people more and more... plus, on top of that I've been dreaming about old high school friends... I miss being around my peers and I wonder what they are all up too...
Okay, I had the urge to update, and now the urge is over... so byebye
Let's see... on a current update on my life... I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I know I don't want to be at this job forever... but it's a great transition... I just got to figure out what I'm transitioning to...
however, kpop and korean dramas and shows has kept me very occupied... that's right, i have been caught on this whole "hallyu wave"... it's so different from american culture... there is a playfulness that is often lacking in american pop stars i think...
My grandparents are back for the weekend, and it's great to have them home again... but it's also hard... it's weird to think that just a little over 3 months ago my life was so different... i know that life never gets easy, but this last year and a half has been especially hard in transitioning into the "real world"... strange doses of reality have been shoved down my throat... i'm just trying to take it a little bit at a time... and for the most part, i'm doing okay.
This has also been the longest stretch of me not writing... from when I was young I'd even write in my diary... but for the last year, nothing... or close to nothing (because anything that comes out is just crappy)... sometimes I think back onto where my life was 2 years ago... and it's so different from where I am now... where did I get the strength to make a video on my life.. and why did I show it to people?? hmm... life is very odd...
Dude, working on campus has made me miss Davis and Davis people more and more... plus, on top of that I've been dreaming about old high school friends... I miss being around my peers and I wonder what they are all up too...
Okay, I had the urge to update, and now the urge is over... so byebye