I'n N'ync tonight!
YAY! I think the best X-mas I've ever had just happened.
No awkward dinners and forced family fun, that was a plus. I don't know, its not like I don' like being around my family but all the time they get all stressed out about dinner being perfect, people being late, and my brother getting drunk and making a scene. This year, dinners at other people's houses, no bog deal about presents and no presumptions, and I hate to say it, but without my brother around it felt way better. Though he was my brother and he's dead now, he had a way of ruining EVERYTHING. ALL THE TIME.
Besides dinner w/ the family on Monday, X-mas eve was great cause I ended up at Paul's house watching movies and him getting drunk. Then he started being an ass and asking personal questions which I felt, because I'm not really here anymore, I shouldn't answer. Then yesterday, another day with the family including another end of dinner pie time at mom's friend's house. After that was AVP2 w/ Rachael and Frosty, followed by sledding time and guitar hero. Movie rocked, I rocked, and the snow was cold.
Besides the proper x-mas time there was a rave which I spent with my friend Debra, which I really enjoyed. Both spending the day with her and raving all night.
12 days until I leave for Germany....OMG
Today I guess we're going shopping to Nordstrom's and Best Buy. WHOO!!!
the day began with N'sync and so I've decided its going to be amazing.
No awkward dinners and forced family fun, that was a plus. I don't know, its not like I don' like being around my family but all the time they get all stressed out about dinner being perfect, people being late, and my brother getting drunk and making a scene. This year, dinners at other people's houses, no bog deal about presents and no presumptions, and I hate to say it, but without my brother around it felt way better. Though he was my brother and he's dead now, he had a way of ruining EVERYTHING. ALL THE TIME.
Besides dinner w/ the family on Monday, X-mas eve was great cause I ended up at Paul's house watching movies and him getting drunk. Then he started being an ass and asking personal questions which I felt, because I'm not really here anymore, I shouldn't answer. Then yesterday, another day with the family including another end of dinner pie time at mom's friend's house. After that was AVP2 w/ Rachael and Frosty, followed by sledding time and guitar hero. Movie rocked, I rocked, and the snow was cold.
Besides the proper x-mas time there was a rave which I spent with my friend Debra, which I really enjoyed. Both spending the day with her and raving all night.
12 days until I leave for Germany....OMG
Today I guess we're going shopping to Nordstrom's and Best Buy. WHOO!!!
the day began with N'sync and so I've decided its going to be amazing.