Apr 30, 2006 16:39
first off. leave my page alone. stop messing with the settings and just stay out of it.
second off. never leave me a drunken message again. i will take care of it in a not so nice way next time.
third off. if you are going to turn my so called friends against me. do it. i care but i dont care.
fourth off. if you and steve are going to have sex and he isnt going to tell me about it then so be it. rub it in my face do whatever you want about it. but pretending like you know exactly what i do and exactly who i am is selfish and b.s. a week. one week after we were completely done. and you and steve sleep together. wow. and you are being pissy and bitching to me because i have a girlfriend? whom i get along with fantastically. who doesnt try to change me. doesnt get mad if i dont have anything to talk about at that moment. doesnt get mad if i say something a little crude or whatever. then ok. get mad. go ahead. leave messages on my phone if you must. but if you are drunk while doing it then you better think twice. I thought when we split up that we were going to be friends. i was evidentally wrong. you block me erase me. ignore me and when i was trying to be civil you were a straight up bitch. i dont like it. people may not like me. but i am trying to change. and at this point i am looking to possibilities that most would advise against. but it is the only way i am seeing that i can pay for college. or get a good education. or get out of this valley. and make something of myself. NO ONE knows my whole past nor will they ever. i am not willing to let anyone in that far. and until anyone fully understands my past then they will not fully understand me. but until you are able to let go of the fact that you decided to do something that you may or may not regret. you will be a cynical bitch. good day